Bleh

It's one of those days...I wish I could run and keep running until I leave myself behind. Or maybe someone could hand me the clock of my life and I could wind it backwards, or, perhaps better yet, ahead several years. Life changes us, others around us affect us and shape us with or with out knowing it, but when it comes to self-change- it's near impossible. People have done it though. Peel myself up off the floor, one foot in front of the other. It is in our nature to continue, to keep moving on. I wonder why we are such driven beings.